一個獨臂者的十萬個大禮拜(真實故事)-中英文版
一個獨臂者的十萬個大禮拜(真實故事)
我是一名普通工人,因工作原因發生意外事故,從此失去右臂,從一名正常人變為一名殘疾人。
我一時無法接受和面對現實,整個人長期心情低落,思想萎靡不振,開始與酒為伴,生活不規律起來,久而久之,把自己的身體搞誇了,身體虛弱,無氣乏力。胃萎縮,頭感到緊繃,發脹,血瘀,整天昏沉沉的。
2015年4月,我在醫院檢查身體後胃病重了,女兒當時說:"爸爸,我帶你去佛堂吧,那裡很靜心,聽說也可以讓身體疾病消除,變得健康。"我同意了,當時覺得可以試試看,就這樣,抱著希望第一次來到了大佛堂,進大佛堂後第一感覺是心靜了下來,心中雜念全無。
在各位師兄師姐的幫助下,我開始禮佛。當看到師兄師姐做大禮拜的時候我也嘗試了下,我一隻手也能磕大頭,只不過是姿勢不太標準,不太雅觀。我想學佛需要的是一顆虔誠和恭敬的心,佛菩薩不會在乎我的外在形象的。從那時起我就每天在師兄師姐的帶領下,禮佛、誦經、聞法、放生、供燈、磕長頭。
經過一段時間聞法,終於明白今天的殘疾之身是應該得到的,因果不昧、這是因果報應。我以前不學佛不懂事,殺了太多眾生,造了太多黑業。對那些今生和往昔之中,被我錯殺、誤殺,有意無意殺害的眾生,我非常地懺悔。感恩佛菩薩加持,我沒有丟了性命,已經知足了,還給我留了一條生命,讓我遇上佛陀師父的如來正法得以修持。
雖然我還沒有皈依,沒有學到大禮拜的秘訣,但是為了懺悔自己,我在佛菩薩面前發願,我要在五個月之內磕十萬個大頭禮敬諸佛菩薩,懺悔自己,求得被我傷害眾生的寬恕。
剛開始,我每天磕500個大頭,漸漸地加量到每天磕1000多個大頭,在磕的過程中身體出現不同的反應,如:腳疼、腰疼、頭疼、肚子疼等。晚上躺在床上身子疼得不敢翻身,前身後背沒不疼的地方,連咳嗽都不敢用勁。師姐們知道我的情況後說:你一定要堅持下去,這是佛菩薩對你的考驗,還有病魔來阻擋你的修行,就看你能不能堅持下去,只要你能堅持到底,什麼病魔都阻擋不了你,病魔就會被你打敗,身體就會健康。聽後我更加有信心。我傷害的眾生何止是這點痛,要比我痛百千萬倍,我必須向佛菩薩深刻地懺悔。
在這個心念的支持下繼續磕大頭,在諸佛菩薩的佛力加持下,在4月內我磕完了10萬個大頭。我身上的病痛消失,氣血暢通了,頭痛沒有了,多年的腰病好了,大腿的滑膜炎也好了,精力充沛,體力飽滿,渾身有用不完的勁兒,臉色由暗紅色轉變為紅潤色,大家都讚歎我的身體及面容像變了個人似的!
佛法的力量太強大了,我還沒有學到大禮拜的秘訣,加持力就這麼大。我內心非常激動,感恩南無第三世多杰羌佛!感恩十方諸佛菩薩的加持!感恩師兄師姐對我的關心和幫助!感恩我的女兒引薦我學到如來正法!我向前世今生被我錯殺誤殺的眾生們懺悔,我把所做的善業功德回向給你們早日得因緣學習如來正法,解脫輪迴,離苦得樂!
我將以一顆虔誠、忠誠、恭敬的心皈依佛門!
我心向佛 弟子趙顯訓 敬上
TrueStory- 100000 Prostration by a One-Armed Man who learn the Dharma of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III
I was a factory worker in the past. In 1993, a co-worker had to go home to help plant his family's wheat crop. His leave request was not approved by the shift leader. So, I went to cover him.
When looking at his work in the past, I thought I should be able to do it. In reality, it was not that simple. I was not skillful in operating the machine. The machine pulled my right hand in. When I dragged the arm out, I had no flesh in my hand and arm, only a long, bare bone left.
The doctor at the hospital took a look and told me that I must have amputation. The upper arm bone was fractured; however, he could reconnect it back.
When I slowly woke up from the surgery, I saw that my entire right arm…, my right arm was like, so short , only 5, 6 cm long.
Actually, the doctor had told me very clearly before the surgery that the amputation would only be limited to my hand. This is just not fair at all. I was furious. How could he be a doctor? What medical ethics did he have?
I cried my heart out at that time. I got very upset. I did not even want to go out of my room. I got a room from the company. I didn't go out at all and felt that it would be embarrassed to go out and see people. Why do I get such bad luck?
I was depressed all day long and also could not get along with my wife. I would smash bowls or chopsticks whenever things didn't go my way. That happened a lot. When I popped open a bottle of white wine, I would have a big, long gulp. In one morning, I could almost finish a bottle with only a few drops left. I buried myself in the alcohol at home. Once I am drunk, I lose my temper. I almost had a mental breakdown and lost confidence in my life.
It started out from doing a favor, to help out my co-worker. How did it make me to become a handicapped person? How could such a thing happen to me? Even the hospital mistreated me in that way. The whole society did not treat me fairly. I also didn't see justice from the Heavenly God…….
One day, my daughter told me: "Father, I will take you to a Buddhist center. Go learn Buddhism. Buddhism will be good for you, and for our family. Chant "Namo H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III!"
"What did you tell me to chant?" I said, "I have only heard about Amitabha Buddha. Why didn't I know about H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III?"
Starting from that day, I would head to the Buddhist center and then listened to the Dharma discourses every day.
I started to learn Buddhism at the Buddhist center. I listened to the discourse on the Law of Cause and Effect. I listened to many pre-recorded dharma discourses, such as The Dharma to Cut Off the Twenty Worldly Emotions, etc.
Eventually I understood that everything is a result of the Law of Cause and Effect.
I listened to The Dharma to Cut Off the Twenty Worldly Emotions a few more times. I also listened more times to the discourse on the Law of Cause and Effect.
I gradually realized that the loss of my right arm was not without a cause. Whether in my past lifetimes or in this lifetime, I have harmed so many living beings. This bit of suffering is what I deserve. When I took the lives of other living beings in the past, I caused them sufferings.
Through the learning, I slowly understood the truth about the Law of Cause and Effect. The hatred in my mind also gradually vanished.
Every day I did prostrations and listened to the dharma at the Buddhist center. I then made a resolve.
Since I have learned and understood the truth of the Law of Cause and Effect, I will now repent to all the living beings I have killed or harmed. I will repent to them. With the utmost respect, in front of the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, I will repent with my most pious heart.
I will do 100,000 prostrations for repentance. In less than four months, I completed 100,000 prostrations. H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III told us, only cultivation can transform the Law of Cause and Effect.
The retribution I am receiving right now is caused by what I have done in many lifetimes and eons ago. From now on, I will follow and learn from H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III and cultivate myself.
As long as I plant good causes. I will definitely get good fruition in the future. I am determined to follow and learn from the Buddha and cultivate myself until I attain accomplishment.
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